Then God said, "Behold, I have given you every plant yielding seed that is on the surface of all the earth, and every tree which has fruit yielding seed; it shall be for your nourishment" Genesis 1:29
My dad is a conservative Republican and I love him! I have already received what I can only assume as a cease and desist email from him about my blog (the day I posted it) which I didn't read (sorry dad). When did emails replace a phone call? Especially If it's important....call me.
I didn't read it out of disrespect or lack of love, but this is not the first time he has
been upset about something I posted. At the exact same time I got a text from
my mom who said "Happy Valentines Day we love you." So I figured the
two communications at once canceled each other out. I love you mom and dad.
How can anyone be upset about my blog when they have to log onto my address and hit I agree to read it? I may be considered a renegade Christian...but hey guys we are on the same team. I have no agenda.
No one in my life needs to worry I am going to write about them using real first and last names. I am not gonna tell anyone's secrets except my own. Yesterday, as my friend Fred was exiting the new vehicle God gave me, he turned and said, "A secret can't be hurt you....if you tell it first"
So here I go........(deep breath)....(drum roll please)....are you ready? Sitting down? Liquids set down Okay, here we go..............
Thursday I got my hair cut, and half way through, the stylist handed me a developed pic of a hot naked guy. You could not see his face.. The guy in the picture had a fantastic body and a large d*ck.
Wondering why he was handing me this pic out of the blue, I casually said "He has a nice one......" till I realized handing it back...uh...choke....gasp...uh ....UH..ERRRRRR that pic was of me, that's my d*ck!
Horrified....more like mortified...I realized the person who snapped the pic (then developed it) did so without me knowing. I tried playing it off but I assure you I was some kind of angry inside. A friendly acquaintance (not a close friend) associated with a person who criminally stalked me, took a nude pic of me while I was innocently going to take a shower and developed it. I felt betrayed!!!
Oh there was a war going on in my soul as I was getting the finishing touches on the hatchet job they did on my hair. Okay now I am just being mad again, by recounting the betrayal and reliving the poisoning from the stalker (they did a great job on my hair). This was a below the belt punch though...and oh man I wanted to blow up. But the power of God restrained me. It was all I could do to get out of there and breathe fresh air again!
I am going to have exercise forgiveness and walk in love but this is big time grow up stuff here. My flesh wanted to cuss everyone out.
The good news is my face is not in the pic, no one can tell its me (unless u have seen me nude). There are no (on purpose) pics taken by someone else of me nude. I have never done porn and don't own any.
As I left, walking to my car I said out loud..."What now God...how can anyone take me serious? It's all over," knowing the devil has just taken his best shot at my confidence!
But it backfired and strengthened me because of the simple answer God gave me to this dilemma.. There is no problem too big that God cannot solve. I am more confident than ever in Christ (not me) and stand on the solution he gave me.
Ever so sweetly the Holy Spirit whispered in my heart "It's not over....not if you tell the truth, stand on my credibility...I am Truth." . So that's my secret ...there is a headless pic (from last December when I was criminally stalked and the person is serving time) out there of me nude that I did not take. I did not authorize it or know it was developed. I am tempted to say the name of the person who did it, but I am going to overcome evil with good like the bible teaches.
It was a blatant disregard of privacy (I considered pressing charges and I will if someone ever tried to sell it...or sue them for defamation and let the money from the lawsuit go to charity) but perhaps I am over reacting. I trust God! That's my only line of defense I trust God and i am going to take the high road on this one...
Literally! A wake and bake (taking my green vitamins THC) can be fun before dawn...or early morn
Which reminds me the pic is not the reason why I even started this post this morning and I have 10 minutes to finish my original idea, make my bed, smoke a fatty and get to the gym to work out before I meet scientist #2 for our morning date.
I do need to say here and now though, I have feelings for someone on the coast but until we get some alone time together I am agreeing to dates when I am asked. I think about the person at the coast a lot and am drawn to them. But my words get me in trouble and who knows if I already killed it with a text.
Gosh, I am so ADHD...there are now only 4 minutes to leave for the gym, so i am gonna make this quick so I can enjoy my herbal therapy and leave.
Since Republicans are the geniuses at fiscal issues, (while us liberals are busy hugging trees ) why haven't they taken the initiative to quit outlawing a plant that God gave us? (Behold, I have given you every plant yielding seed that is on the surface of all the earth) Republicans could regulate the growth, harvest and sale of marijuana, tax (the hell out of it) it and use the money to fund universal healthcare.
Come on North Carolina...we are a proud tobacco state, Winston Salem (the town) is in the center of our borders . I know there are more than pine trees growing up there in the Appalachian Mountains. We use lottery money (gambling) to fund Education, let's consider being the leaders in universal health care and legalize marijuana to cover the cost.
It could be regulated like alcohol, we could quit spitting in God's eye by decriminalizing his seed bearing plant. We would never ever ever run out of money for health care. Republicans...come on, you are proven to be more interested in how we spend our money! You could be the heroes of universal health care and satisfy us bleeding heart liberals (or so my dad call us).
Gotta run...have a good day and be a blessing everywhere you go!
